"Callers
are the devil--I mean, the devil of a nuisance," the inspector remarked.
"You
see, you can get rid of them," the clergyman said. "But we have to be patient. 'Offend not one of these little ones, lest a
millstone is hanged about his neck.' Patience, sympathy, help. A word in season bringeth forth his fruit
gladly."
The
air stirred about him to the question. "And
do these cause you fear?"
"Oh,
not fear! by no means fear!" Mr. Batesby said.
"Though, of course, sometimes one has to be firm. To pull them together. To try and give them a backbone. I have known some poor specimens. I remember meeting one not far from here. He looked almost sick and yellow, and I did
what I could to hearten him up."
"Why
was he looking so bad?" the inspector asked.
"Well,
it was a funny story," Mr. Batesby
said, looking meditatively through the stranger, who was leaning against the
inn wall, "and I didn't quite understand it all. Of course, I saw what was wrong with him at
once. Hysteria. I was very firm with him. I said, 'Get a hold on yourself.' He'd been talking to a Wesleyan."
Mr. Batesby paused long enough for the inspector
to say, with a slight frown, "I'm almost a Wesleyan myself," gave him
a pleasant smile as if he had been waiting for this, and went on: "Quite,
quite, and very fine preachers many of them are. But a little unbalanced sometimes -- emotional,
you know. Too much emotion doesn't do,
does it? Like poetry and all that, not
stern enough. Thought, intelligence,
brain -- that's what helps. Well, this
man had been saved -- he called it saved, and there he was as nervous as could
be."
"What
was he nervous about if he'd been saved?" the inspector asked idly.
Mr.
Batesby smiled again. "It seems
funny to say it in cold blood," he said, "but, do you know, he was
quite sure he was going to be killed? He
didn't know how, he didn't know who, he didn't know when. He'd just been saved at a Wesleyan mission
hall and he was going to be killed by the devil. So I heartened him up."
The
inspector had come together with a jerk; the young stranger was less energetic
and less observable than the flowers in the inn garden behind him.
Charles Williams
War in Heaven (1930)
Chapter Thirteen “Conversations of
the Youngman in grey”
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